Change 2

In my blog Change, I stated ‘I would venture to say nighty-five percent of the humans on earth have something in their lives they wish they could change.  So why is it when change happens, we don’t like it?’  Very applicable question.

I've had three significant changes occur in the last month and a half.  Normally, I have some inkling changes are about to take place.  These blindsided me.  I have been dealing with the fallout and life has been hectic, emotional and totally draining.  But at the same time, I have learned so much about myself…about my God.  I’m more sure of myself and who I am in Christ than I have ever been. 

Of course, I would like to say this has been as amazingly smooth transition and I’ve just floated along on a misty white cloud of faith and serenity.  But since my penchant for drama queenness and beating myself up have been well documented, can’t say that. 

Change 1 went relatively smoothly after I moved past being irritated that I wasn’t included in the dynamics and plans for said change.  I am really enjoying the freedom it has given me.

Change 2…  Let’s just say that it’s been a month and I'm still am not quite there yet.  There was a lot of drama queenness associated with this one. 

Change 3, I’m just beginning to walk into.  Still navigating the newness of it.  More like change 1, I had to get past my initial irritation.  Now I’m good with it and actually looking forward to the freedom it will give me.

In Hiatus, I talked about the triple threat; KeithMoore’s teachings, Zach Neese’s How to Worship a King and Pastor Brian Rayburn’s awesome messages.  They have only gotten better and I can really tell the difference.

Maybe, my receiving has gotten better.